So today is the 11th, I can't say anything for the date other then it speaks to me in two ways, one far more important to my day to day life than the other, or to anything that my existance contains. I got her flowers last night, and put them in her room as a surprise, seemed pleased but passively irritated. Maybe I am just inventing stuff in my head, but I feel a distance growing between us which is the last thing I want in the world. I know I am not a great BF, not even a decent one, but I love her without a thread of doubt. I just want this stress, this worrying to end so I can get back to what I love, back to how it was.
No poker for a while, probably won't play again for a few days.
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