Poker Update

So I think Monday will be the day of the week I will update on poker. Since I last updated I have not been active in the slightest bit. From Oct to Dec I played some hands and was doing decently well. After the new year I only played like 20k hands before March. I lost my DB a few times since then but I feel like I have been playing well. At beginning of March had a real bad down session and have only been making a comeback, even had to drop down to 10nl for a little. Will post a picture of current DB later.

Starting Anew

This is my first update in so so long, I was shocked to see how long actually. I decided this to be less about poker and more and more about my every day life. Although I will still update about poker sometimes, it won't be the only thing I post. I plan on posting at least something every day, although I am so bad at this I probably will forget by Monday. Oh well let's get it started.

I watched the GSL finals last night, and SPOILERS ALERT. oGsMC absolutely destroyed ST_July in basically every game and only in game 3 did MC make a mistake but it was not really anything he could have avoided it was just a very good play by July to drop the main. But ya MC is such a boss, he absolutely raped and is so cocky and confident about his game, exactly what Esports needs.

JW got me into this Polly Scattergood girl I do really like her. Have also been listening to alot of random music, nothing in particular. I am in need of something new although so any suggestions would be nice.

Okay RANT TIME. I am really really... I don't even know how to explain my feelings as of late. Depressed, lonely, insecure, lonely, depressed. Ya sort of a mixture of those, I just can't get the feeling off my back that I am a waste of space and that nothing I ever achieve or do will ever satisfy me. There are so many things that make me unhappy but I think I need to work on myself before I even have the right to complain about others.

I've been watching scrubs, for mostly no apparent reason but to feel bad, I really hate the world and those who love and receive affection. I want closeness and a real passion, and yes I know that it is a stupid show with fictional story lines and over dramatic and unrealistic tales but I can't help to concede that presently I would wish for nothing more than to feel half of the compassion that is displayed in fictional bliss. I guess that that is just not in the cards for me, not anytime soon anyway.

[x] stole your EV

Been really quiet and low volume past month, if not 2 months. Was playing well up until about the last month but started to run decently bad, winning but very small like 2bb/100 and one bad shot at 50nl so breakeven. Although I have run ungodly over EV somehow even though I feel like every other hand is a suckout.

Current graph without EV.

Other then poker, have been playing a lot of SC2, D2 and trying to get my school work and graduate school applications started. Hopefully I will try to get everything but my GRE done by end of month so I can not worry about them anymore.

NEW UPDATEAMENTS

John bugged me to update, so update I shall.

Since last time I have continued to run good for most part, few down sessions that i've grinded out for even days and a few good sessions. My overall graph now looks like

Winning near 8bb/100 over a good sample so I am pretty happy about it. I still def think there are room for improvement and will work harder once i get back into a reasonable schedule and know what is going to happen with new RL job. Should shot take at 50 soon enough but keep having to withdraw. Going to wait for 30 buyins so I am not super far away but might take me a while with my low volume.

Having an HEM stat review with Mpethy tomorrow and will post a report of what I know will be an excellent session that will help me get better and hopefully help me do well at the half dollar when I move up.

ANOTHER POST OMG

So I finally kind of got my joomla website going, check it out at www.asgleague.com/joomla

This league is going to be such a bitch but I think it is going to be a lot of fun and hopefully after a little while we can make some money at it via ads and sponsors. Def need some good logos and banners and stuff done so we can get this off the ground. If anyone knows hardcore php and maybe even some java I would def hit me up since it will be a well paying job since most design companies seem to want to quote 3K+ at the moment.

Played a single wc3 game last night since sc2 beta was bugging out, ladder reset last month so i was unranked completely. First game i face a level 23 orc (top level atm is 34) and about 2 minutes into the game my video completely freezes and goes completely black on the ground and most units. All I see are some trees and shadow effects, and I still own this orc. SO FUCKING PRO.

And since I feel like it, im going to post my poker graph.

I need to start updating this more.

April was overall a shitty month in both poker and classes. Felt like I was playing better but still ran pretty terrible. May has been great, only have a few thousand hands in because lack of motivation and been running so well that I am afraid to have a losing session. Have really been crushing when I have been playing.

Otherwise just a good month, got into SC2 beta finally and have been playing a ton. Work has been better and is nice and much less painful in the mornings then working at night. Hopefully I will grind some more in the last week or so of month and have good results to post.

Long time

Been forever since I posted on here. Feb and March have been rough months are so as everything. Poker has been horrific. I got a stake on Feb 15th after being breakeven for like 50k hands, then immediantly went into a 30 buyin downswing, like 25 below ev, that lasted through the first week of march. Took a while off, came back and regrinded from 2nl up. Back to 25nl now and doing better but lack of time from school work has made my volume low.

Sarah and me are okkkayy? Not sure what else to say, nothing is going on at all, which is what scares me the most. I am getting bored with myself again and not sure how much longer of this I can take. Plus with her friend courtney being single and slutty and having time for sarah frigthens me because sarah is such a push over that courtney is going to get her into bad situations and end up doing something stupid like always.